The girl who left an evergreen smile with me

I saw her 3 years back in my mba campus.she was lean with an ordinary looks.it seems like she dipped her hair in a bucket of oil.i could see her eyes dropping sudden looks at every new comers there.she was searching somebody.she might have looking for a friend in her new campus.students there formed certain groups by looking eachother and smiling.this girl also managed to enter in a group and stood with them without satisfaction.her eyes were still searching someone.

On our 1^st weekend everyone around ernakulam got a chance to go home.in my floor i was left alone.this girl was staying down to my floor.she asked me permission to stay with me the weekend nights as she was also alone in her room.that night we talked about manythings...about our family,friends,ex-campus,reason for joining mba after btech etc etc.we haven’t shared our personal matters…no one share it with an unknown.she started talking about her new friends and  told me that she haven’t found anyone interesting.she delivered a bossy talk that night,she shared things she had done in her ex-campus and how important she was among her ex-campus friends.i found that conversation a boring one and i really wanted to sleep.no signs were shown from her side to stop the conversation.i remember how she ended up that talking..she asked me “chinchu am i a normal person”?yes ofcourse i replied.but the thought of the reason why she asked that question disturbed me for a while

Days passed.students reordered their friends group.mba students were staying in 3 floors.this girl was a daily visitor of all the floor.she entered every room ,spent some time there talking about something.she was having a habit of holding others hand on talking.everyone was like affected by an electric shock from a 11kv line when she holds our hand.her hands were like a conductor of electricity.it was that painfull.so as a part of safety measures all of us atarted keeping a safe distance with her.she wanted to become a friend of all groups just like a nucleus she wanted to be the center of many.her brain was that narrow to think like people will start loving her if she is the daily visitor of all floors.her thoughts,wishes,needs,calculations were too short compared to other girls.she was completely unaware of the extras that can attract friends.she was the odd one out in our mba batch.

She got into a group of students who were extremely different from her by all means.she were in a group of 5 .her roommate was a shorttempered girl who earned money by taking lectures for some students.two of them in that group were having a very sharp thoughts.they really wanted to reach heights and now they are the part of a new company.the other member was a pet of all the teachers,a 1^st rank holder.the last member was also a very active cutie ipe.this girl used to sit with them,talk with them,listen to them but i don’t know whether she enjoyed their company

Physically she was the weakest.she got attacked by fever when she saw one of her friend walking in a mid night with her hair loose and laughing loudly.this event was a bit for everyone who likes to mock her

She found someone interesting for her and she badly wanted to be a friend of that mba mate hridya whom she got interested with.she started spending most of her time with hridya.she shared some secrets with hridya to make herself feel interesting . Hridya is already a member of a group moreover she literally doesn’t want to include this girl with her.but this girl kept herslf on trying.

It was the time for our 1^st internship.our project guide,bruce miller wanted us to go outside kerala.everyone was trying hard to get into some company.this girl had arranged the permission to do internship with hridya in a banglore based company via her uncle.that was a full month internship program.all of us were tensed and shared our anxiety of the 1^st time internship.some of them were in a holiday mood since they have already decided to copy paste a finished project.this girl was very excited she had many plans in her list for all the days.she wanted to enjoy a 1 month banglore life with her interested friend.

After 1 month all folks met again in campus.hridya was the one with a tedious experiencethan anyone else.hridya shared something about that girl and only by then we were getting some idea about her.that girl was sleeping the whole time when her company guide taught them.she was quiet uninterested to go outside.she only wanted to go to the company,sleep till the discussions got over,gulp the whole food infront of her,sleep through out the night.she copied some project and wanted to come back home before hridya had actually complete hers

I am someone who loved to do experiment with people.that was a flash of inspiration for my weired experimenting on her.so i started anaysing her.this is what she was from my view…

She used to wake up at 5 then took a bath at around 5:30.everyday she managed to wake up at this time.please don’t think that her whole day is as energetic as her puntuality in waking up.she wore her uniform at 6 for 8 o’clock class and impatiently wait for her friends to get ready to go for food.she took a plate full of food and swallow the whole.i cant actually figure it out where the food she consuming daily were going?she walked to college at sat on her usual place.once the class begins she close her eyes and enter into a deep sleep without even bending her body to the desk.she was really an expert in classroom sleep.when teachers starts to ask question we tried so hard to hide ourself from their eyes.no one escaped from teacher’s  sight except her.how she escaped 2 years like this?was that she escaped or a clear negligence from their side?after she return back to her hostel room she used to study what teachers taught in class.i wonder how she heard the portion they covered?after her studies she visits all the rooms and wanted to know what others are doing in their room.she wanted to get some clarification on her doubtful thought regarding others activities.she wanted to know whether others were studying or not?i don’t know what exactly she is getting after knowing the answer.may be she got some satisfaction after knowing that only she learns daily.she went to bed at 10.this was her daily routine.

One day in our exam hall i saw her sleeping.she still holding her pen and her hands were moving.i pointed her out to others.i couldn’t digest her sleeping at exam hall while others were performing well at exam hall never before to get a pass mark.but for her lecture time and exam time makes no difference.she couldn’t forget her sleep at any cost.she failed for some university exams.the reason for her failure was the low internal marks she gained in 3^rd semester other than her exam hall sleep.she wasn’t able to write some internal exams as she suffered from disease.at that time her father requested teachers to put some more marks.the teachers demanded for a retest and they were ready to conduct it.but she was not ready to write internal exams.she wanted more marks without writing exams.finally she got a low internal marks and so she failed in university exams.

me and my friend started teasing her for her indifferent behaviour.one night during her routine night visits she asked us what we were doing.we told her that we were watching some naughty videos.there i saw some kind of disturbance in her.we started acting her 1^st night,the way she gonna behave infront of her husband with an added poor standard commentary.i saw a fear in her and she was totally out of mind.she ran to her room by  calling us  as ‘mischievous girls’.we laughed with a satisfaction.from that day onwards she think twice before visiting our section

One bright day during her usual sleep at classroom me and my friend threw a paper at her.she was in a deep sleep.she suddenly rose up frightened as if she were hit by a shock wave.she looked around to find who thrown paper to her.her eyes were locked up with us.she delivered an unpleasent  sharp look on us.we havnt shown any sign of a culprit.but she was so sure of the people who disturbed her.she blamed us we gave her an innocent smile as if we were unknown for the reason for her anger.this repeated daily.her anger turned to smile slowly and both parties enjoyed that paper throwing activity inside class room.

I found the boy who called her daily.i started kidding her with the boy name.she told me that the boy is only a good friend of her.but somhow she enjoyed hearing him as her boyfriend.i could see her secret  enjoyment while hearing his name to her

Eventhough night talks were restricted in our hostel some of my collegemates used a spare phone in restricted time.everyone knows those who has the extra phone.one night we faced an unexpected raid because in some phones which we had submitted in teacher’s room were lacking sim cards.teachers raided those student’s room who havent submitted their sim cards.all of us were standing on the coridor to see who all will caught.that girl came towards us and asked to stop teachers from raiding the rooms.we doesnt understand why she wanted to stop raid.she was totally disturbed.when teachers called her name to gave them the hidden sim we came to know that she was also using a spare phone.this news was so surprising.she entered her room and searched for sim card infront of teachers.she kept  searching and searching.she coulnt withstand the frequent questioning of teachers-don’t you know where you kept your sim? Why you are submitting the phone without sim? What is the importance of the rule then?where you kept your spare phone?finally she produced her spare phone and sim.she told them that she wanted to talk to her father at night and that’s why she used a spare phone.i got a new thing to harass her.she was talking to her father using spare phone at night.what a childish lie from an mba student.when we were school students we used to say fever for the reason for a leave,stomach pain when in high school and in higher secondary,grand parent’s death and cousin’s marriage while doing graduation and finally proposed guy’s and his family’s visit to home while doing post graduation.likewise she could have upgrade her standard of lying.

The time has arrived for our 2^nd internship.as she did early she wanted to take hridya with her.hridya flew to banglore with another friend.that girl was alone throughout her project work.the day before the final day of first day of project presentation infront of our principal she showed me her project for a check.i havnt found any facts or figures in her project and that was completely a theoretical one.she has jumped into conclusion without doing any analysis work.i was so sure that her project is not gonna be approved by the principal as he was a facts and figures lover.among the entire students she was the 1^st one for project presentation.all students were present at that day,that was on 23^rd feb 2010.that was my birthday too.i am sure about that day as my mother came to see me at college and i went out to meet her after that girl’s presentation.that girl has neglected my dissatisfaction with her project saying that everyone in the company liked her project.i discussed about the poor quality of her project with hridya and how she neglected my waring.hridya said to me”let her do what she wants you just leave her matter”.that day infront of principal,teachers and students she was humiliated.truley all of us couldn’t control our laugh on how she answered principal’s doubt.principal was also like trying to fool her by using some funny comments on her project.she might asked god to vapourise her for a monent.she will not forget that day for her life time.she simply wrote in the project result that the efficiency has increased and time consumption reduced when she implemented her ideas in dispatching section.the funny thing was that she recommended to unload materials for 2 week production fron the container ship.ie she recommended to unload the company material from ship in a 2 week gap.so she wanted the ship to wait for the company untill the ship get fully unloaded.i coulnt control my laughing when she finished her project with this crazy conclusion.she entered into this conclusion to increase storage space in warehouse.she havnt think about the container ship,unloading and loading charges,additional effort and time.sure she was a crazy girl.i could see her weeping heart after her presentation

Principal gave her 20 days time to redo her project.so she again collected some datas and came before hridya and another classmate to help her.she literally has no idea on what she did, what she could do to modify her project,what is the use of the newly collected date etc. So they tried to put some ideas of their  to help her in modification.she was so crazy that she don’t want to accept  any of their ideas.she stood up in her own lifeless old project.on her 2^nd chance of project presentation principal cancelled her project and decided not to approve her project.she cried before him and begged for a last chance.he alloweded.she seek the help again before hridya and other classmate.she did what they advised her to do without any objection.finally principal approved her project.

I remember her last smile before leaving the campus.’i will contact again’ she promised to all

A few months befor she asked my new number through net chat,i gave her a false number for no reason just wanted to kid her again and i used to message her from my new number in the name of an unknown boy.

Later i wrote something about her in our closed group of mba girls.i got a mail from her after that.that mail was this- “di i read the descriptions of our girls in mba class.....funny....i liked it so much especially mine...

But u had a mistake...i was not such a real character like u saw there in our college..basically  i am fun loving  and  cool
but  some  restrictions in our college disturbs me thats why i was there like that...some times  like every one i got little tensions,thats quite natural... Basically  i am   very  happy, open hearted and  also   jokiest  who wishs to be fun around....anywayz  thankz   4 ur compliments
about  me.......i   enjoyed  it....hi  hi  hii................miss  u.......hope to c u somewhere........................bye bye....................love u
                                                                                                                                        

After reading her mail i badly missed her and mailed her my number.she called me and we talked for 15 minutes.when the call ended up i felt the changes that occurred within myself.for that 15 minutes i laughed a lot… went back to my college memories…the naughty things that i have done there and everything.friends are the ones who made us laugh and that is the energy to live.she helped me to slip back to my deteriorating happiness for a moment.

Yes, she was my friend, my unrealized friend